bLuerish Sky

That is too many before and after in dis path way:

• Before u juz keep silence, i know what ur mind thinking, i even can read ur mind thinking and interpret front of u.But now, u keep silence, i gotta guess what u think, and sms ask u what happened with u?
• Before, i went to ur home.I dun wish to return home.I wan more and more time together with u!Coz we have lots lots conversation.We dun realized the time past.Now, i sit ur home, i not dare to juz with you, coz our conversation now even wonder sometime what to start, what to avoid ....and will tear normally.
• Before,I pass by the venue that full of our joyful.I were excited and anticipate the day we gather again in those venue to recap all the fantastic memories.BUT now, when i pass by all those locations ,all feeling come over one heart. sad+confuse+ sorrowful.....
• Before, whenever i met the sad stuff, i dunno where to find my solutions.The only person i think of is YOU.i called u and cry out all the grieved stuff.You are my only listener that time.But now, you are the one who break my heart.....once and once again.
• Before,I shared all my joyousness with u, i felt no secret among us.Somemore tell arrogant, that was someone who wanna to know ur stuff, juz come over me, coz i know u well, eveything regard u juz on my finger tips, so, ask me...i can reply well.But NOW, GOSH.....i dun even know when u were ur first engagement dear!
• Before, you were in trouble, i do not consider the factors that affeCt me, I will seek the ways to rescue you from the troubleness,coz at least that i can rescue you if i try the hardest . Now, you are in " TROUBLE". I can only cry....COZ u close all the entries for me to walk in.....Eventually,you are self-centered now.
• Before, you regards me frequently, whenever i hold the phone, i were smile charm like exactly a blossom.Darlng, u know, i now scare + afraid c the message from you.I dun know what " timepiece boom" u send me again!!!!!

Are all these changes juz because the signs that show we are growing?????Or between u and me really exist the gaps......IF so, can u tell me how is the gap ???tiny gap? medium or a HUGE gap????can ever us to enclose the gap????sweetheart, wish u good luck. I gotta to put down slowly start from now......HOPE that GOD bless me.I also dunno how come i am ur friend!!!THIS is our faith i think!!!!

"很久很久以前，在很大间狠大间家里住着一个穿灰灰色衣的女孩，她叫着灰姑娘，她爸爸在一天娶了一个后母，然后为了让她们过好生活就到城里生活工干去了，后母带来了两个姐姐，啊肥和啊婆。从此灰姑娘的生活也改变了。
灰姑娘每天的工作就是打扫房子的里里外外，就有一次经过厨房，想打开冰箱看里头有什么可以填肚子，啊肥竟然跳出来，"不用找，全部在我手了”。。。”

然后。。。。灰姑娘。。。。。。。。我的脑海就被这一句句的旋音给灌满了，奇怪了，怎么我的心情变的这么平静，眼皮也变的越来越重。

我想这是我听过最动听的故事了。谢谢你，你是一个很好的朋友。愿意那么来说故事给我听。傻婆，有谁不喜欢听美满结局的故事？？就算它是不现实的，说来骗小孩的，但它有时是对群走的累了或面对太多太“真实”的世界人，它就是暂时的解痛药吧。。。

woke 6am dis morning..then rush to washroom vomit all those foods that ate yesterday.
Still can c the rice flour dumplings that do not digest....yiakKkkKK!!!
Few days before had already feeling unwell.But din take caution of it and it become serious!

Something suddenly across my mind.Remember that day u came to my house. My mum was cooked me the pork porridge, then i eat it with reluctant face.Lolsss...din expected u will feed me.By the way, the scene look like a dad feed his little daughter who is refuse to eat. You are feed me patiently spoon by spoon.I can feel the tender of sentiments from you.It is warm and is priceless.

Then, again u did sometHing that touch me.You are the 1st guy that sing to me till i sleep.Somemore through the phone~Those songs still wave in my mind.I wont forget it.I understand deeply now what so the power of
" LOVE".
Love sometime is gain from the unwitting situations. It is not create purposely.

After "love talk", now is " friend talk"...Lolzzz..
Yesterday went to Fen's house cooked the rice flour dumpling.Quite funny actually when three of the " Kitchen idiotic" work together.After makan, then three of us lying on bed. The lazy worm is climb across us.ZzzzzzzzZZZZZZZZZZzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz.......
Forget how it happened also, at once three of us start to play and it was again crazy time.We return back to what original we are. ( p/s: hey buddies,agree on me?)
We start role play...I took one pity hand broken bear, fen hold a fatty piglet and cat DOING NOTHING . Her job juz lying there watch what we act. ( babi betul!)

We enjoy ,we laugh, and we gather!!!