bLuerish Sky

That is too many before and after in dis path way:

• Before u juz keep silence, i know what ur mind thinking, i even can read ur mind thinking and interpret front of u.But now, u keep silence, i gotta guess what u think, and sms ask u what happened with u?
• Before, i went to ur home.I dun wish to return home.I wan more and more time together with u!Coz we have lots lots conversation.We dun realized the time past.Now, i sit ur home, i not dare to juz with you, coz our conversation now even wonder sometime what to start, what to avoid ....and will tear normally.
• Before,I pass by the venue that full of our joyful.I were excited and anticipate the day we gather again in those venue to recap all the fantastic memories.BUT now, when i pass by all those locations ,all feeling come over one heart. sad+confuse+ sorrowful.....
• Before, whenever i met the sad stuff, i dunno where to find my solutions.The only person i think of is YOU.i called u and cry out all the grieved stuff.You are my only listener that time.But now, you are the one who break my heart.....once and once again.
• Before,I shared all my joyousness with u, i felt no secret among us.Somemore tell arrogant, that was someone who wanna to know ur stuff, juz come over me, coz i know u well, eveything regard u juz on my finger tips, so, ask me...i can reply well.But NOW, GOSH.....i dun even know when u were ur first engagement dear!
• Before, you were in trouble, i do not consider the factors that affeCt me, I will seek the ways to rescue you from the troubleness,coz at least that i can rescue you if i try the hardest . Now, you are in " TROUBLE". I can only cry....COZ u close all the entries for me to walk in.....Eventually,you are self-centered now.
• Before, you regards me frequently, whenever i hold the phone, i were smile charm like exactly a blossom.Darlng, u know, i now scare + afraid c the message from you.I dun know what " timepiece boom" u send me again!!!!!

Are all these changes juz because the signs that show we are growing?????Or between u and me really exist the gaps......IF so, can u tell me how is the gap ???tiny gap? medium or a HUGE gap????can ever us to enclose the gap????sweetheart, wish u good luck. I gotta to put down slowly start from now......HOPE that GOD bless me.I also dunno how come i am ur friend!!!THIS is our faith i think!!!!

"很久很久以前，在很大间狠大间家里住着一个穿灰灰色衣的女孩，她叫着灰姑娘，她爸爸在一天娶了一个后母，然后为了让她们过好生活就到城里生活工干去了，后母带来了两个姐姐，啊肥和啊婆。从此灰姑娘的生活也改变了。
灰姑娘每天的工作就是打扫房子的里里外外，就有一次经过厨房，想打开冰箱看里头有什么可以填肚子，啊肥竟然跳出来，"不用找，全部在我手了”。。。”

然后。。。。灰姑娘。。。。。。。。我的脑海就被这一句句的旋音给灌满了，奇怪了，怎么我的心情变的这么平静，眼皮也变的越来越重。

我想这是我听过最动听的故事了。谢谢你，你是一个很好的朋友。愿意那么来说故事给我听。傻婆，有谁不喜欢听美满结局的故事？？就算它是不现实的，说来骗小孩的，但它有时是对群走的累了或面对太多太“真实”的世界人，它就是暂时的解痛药吧。。。

woke 6am dis morning..then rush to washroom vomit all those foods that ate yesterday.
Still can c the rice flour dumplings that do not digest....yiakKkkKK!!!
Few days before had already feeling unwell.But din take caution of it and it become serious!

Something suddenly across my mind.Remember that day u came to my house. My mum was cooked me the pork porridge, then i eat it with reluctant face.Lolsss...din expected u will feed me.By the way, the scene look like a dad feed his little daughter who is refuse to eat. You are feed me patiently spoon by spoon.I can feel the tender of sentiments from you.It is warm and is priceless.

Then, again u did sometHing that touch me.You are the 1st guy that sing to me till i sleep.Somemore through the phone~Those songs still wave in my mind.I wont forget it.I understand deeply now what so the power of
" LOVE".
Love sometime is gain from the unwitting situations. It is not create purposely.

After "love talk", now is " friend talk"...Lolzzz..
Yesterday went to Fen's house cooked the rice flour dumpling.Quite funny actually when three of the " Kitchen idiotic" work together.After makan, then three of us lying on bed. The lazy worm is climb across us.ZzzzzzzzZZZZZZZZZZzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz.......
Forget how it happened also, at once three of us start to play and it was again crazy time.We return back to what original we are. ( p/s: hey buddies,agree on me?)
We start role play...I took one pity hand broken bear, fen hold a fatty piglet and cat DOING NOTHING . Her job juz lying there watch what we act. ( babi betul!)

We enjoy ,we laugh, and we gather!!!

20.12.2009 1.08am


Finally the day that i anticipate come..that's SING Karaoke!!!!Eventually got someone willing to bring me there for K...appreciate lots lots!!!*muacks*
I think because we have long time din go for K.Thus, we r so crazy today,stay in Green Box and sing for 6 hours .When reached there, DAMN EXCITED!!hold the mics and cant wait to choose the songs....I still remember the 1st song that i chosed was “三人游”....
Lols...we chosed and dot the songs till the queue songs' page FULL! TERRIBLE us!!!( somemore quite several times of it).The remote control is passing here and there.
Today happened something funny, that was when the turn fen fen sing and the half way she was sang with happily,HUI TING TERSILAP skip her song..
HER STUNNED FACE still in my mind now.LOLSsssss......few seconds later, she scream!!!!!!

Suppose today we juz sing from 2pm till 5pm. But, when almost 5pm time.Cat asked me " LI, do u sing enuf ????" I look at her and shake my head!!Then, we added HOURS....at the meanwhile, we settle our dinner there as well.

oUR simple dinner ^.^

Today really sing heartily( Nuts)....But, I did something shame also..I tear when singing one song.This time NOT " 幸福的事" ...Therefore,dis time tear not BECOZ of my green rabbit...HE is INNOCENT this time!!!!!!!!

失落沙洲。歌詞。
詞曲:徐佳瑩

又來到這個港口 沒有原因的拘留

我的心乘著斑駁的輕舟

尋找失落的沙洲隨

時間的海浪漂流

我用力張開雙手擁抱

那麼多起起落落

想念的還是你望著我的眼波

我不是一定要你回來

只是當又一個人看海

回頭才發現你不在

留下我迂迴的徘徊

我不是一定要你回來

只是當又把回憶翻開

除了你之外的空白

還有誰能來教我愛

又回到這個盡頭 我也想再往前走

只是愈看見海闊天空

愈遺憾沒有你分享我的感動

我不是一定要你回來

只是當又一個人看海

疲憊的身影不是我

不是你想看見的我

我不是一定要你回來

只是當獨自走入人海

除了你之外的依賴

還有誰能叫我勇敢

除了你之外的空白還有誰能來教我愛

I am wrong!I WAS CRY!!!!not tear!!

I admit I cry because think of someone...But that person definate not HIM （even though dis song is a love song)Others will think i cry simply because not good treated by boy friend. Whatever of it!!!I juz can tell...This song is suit for me!!!!But trust me,i will be fine...JUZ SOMETIME still will stay in previuos..Lolsssss....forget it!!!!

Ishhh...girl really easy to be swayed by one's emotions..I AS THAT ALSO!!Thats y...I DUN WAN being a girl!!!!Furthermore, sometime girl's intuition+jealousy very scary( even cant control )

But,what can i tell??I think this is a normal emotion...din tell anyone what is happening...lolzzzz...i think everyone of u wondering of it ....dun worry, I will be okey...juz bring me TO K...I WAN SING K!!!!!!

Goshhhh, i really not suit in a relationship izzit????who know....GOD , please be with me and bless me....